Changes.

Mood: Determined
Music: Armor For Sleep - Car Underwater

Change is inevitable in life. It's come to this. Time to open my eyes. Remember, relive, forgive, forget and move on. Good things don't come to those who wait for them to knock at your door. Things don't last if you let them be. Attaining things is never as easy as maintaining them. Disappointment is temporary. Moving on to a new situation til that one disappoints you only to repeat the process all over is useless and a waste of time. Everything sucks until you make it unsuck. If you can't stick around long enough, everything will suck forever. Beautiful things are only beautiful because they're not easy to attain.

People are living pieces of art; if you live by "accepting me for me" you're becoming a painting. Go hang yourself in a museum. Expect everything from everyone. Never settle for "this is me." When people say "they love me for me" what they're really saying is they think they're finally found someone that they think they "understand and can control... that can't surprise them." In two weeks you'll be surprised, in two months you'll be hurt and in two years you'll be in trouble. Don't settle for that. Be prepared. Doing the same thing and expecting a different result is insanity. Go get some.