It's Been A WHILE...
Mood: Emo
Music: The Spill Canvas - 3685
Months have passed since I've posted last... the urge to would come up every now and then; I'd go to my blog and look over old posts, knowing inside theres so much to let out since my last entry, but laziness, in its typical fashion with me, always got the best of me and hence, never got around to it. This post is my first step in reversing my laziness problem. Maybe if I talk about it a little bit and release some emotions, I'll get around to doing more important relevant things.
So where to begin? It's really been much too long... February i think? Wow. Much too long. That life seems so far away right now. Since then, I've been kicked out of my house, reaccepted, kicked out again, moved out, ended a relationship, started college life and moved houses, with all the usual shannanigans and drama along the way. Hmmm. Maybe when I have more time I'll blab about those things a little more, but right now I just feel like I have a well of emotions that I've been keeping inside and it's about time I had some sort of release, whether its legitimate or therapeutic or whatever. I don't even know what I'm saying now.
School is alright. I don't think I was quite ready to undertake the life it implied when I started school and I'm still having trouble fitting in and adjusting. For one, anyone who knows me in the slightest knows I have an incredible problem with attendence and procrastination, two qualities that are very bad as an architecture major at UP. But hey, I'm making slow progress, but progress nonetheless. At first I also thought there was a major social challenge presented to me in the form of my college and the people there, but lately I've really been quite happy about the relationships I've made and that are continuing to grow, and I have to say now there are some pretty good friends that I have in school.
At home, things are alright. It really is quite nice to be getting to know a family that I never even knew I had, being that I live with my dad and his family now. I'm especially grateful to my sister and kuya that live with me, as they've made the adjustment so much easier and I find in the short time I've known them, I've grown quite close to them. And don't discount everyone else here too, I love them dearly.
My personal life is alright I suppose. I mean, it could be better, but hey, life is constantly a work in progress. You ever get that feeling like something is missing from your life, and you think you know what it is, but then at the same time you kinda have that feeling that even if you were to attain that missing piece, you'd still feel empty? Well.. something like that has come out. I think I need to get some rest cuz I'm not making any sense anymore, but expect more posts now that I'm trying to get back in the habit, hopefully of better quality. Peace out, forgive the nonsensical ranting. Peace.
Music: The Spill Canvas - 3685
Months have passed since I've posted last... the urge to would come up every now and then; I'd go to my blog and look over old posts, knowing inside theres so much to let out since my last entry, but laziness, in its typical fashion with me, always got the best of me and hence, never got around to it. This post is my first step in reversing my laziness problem. Maybe if I talk about it a little bit and release some emotions, I'll get around to doing more important relevant things.
So where to begin? It's really been much too long... February i think? Wow. Much too long. That life seems so far away right now. Since then, I've been kicked out of my house, reaccepted, kicked out again, moved out, ended a relationship, started college life and moved houses, with all the usual shannanigans and drama along the way. Hmmm. Maybe when I have more time I'll blab about those things a little more, but right now I just feel like I have a well of emotions that I've been keeping inside and it's about time I had some sort of release, whether its legitimate or therapeutic or whatever. I don't even know what I'm saying now.
School is alright. I don't think I was quite ready to undertake the life it implied when I started school and I'm still having trouble fitting in and adjusting. For one, anyone who knows me in the slightest knows I have an incredible problem with attendence and procrastination, two qualities that are very bad as an architecture major at UP. But hey, I'm making slow progress, but progress nonetheless. At first I also thought there was a major social challenge presented to me in the form of my college and the people there, but lately I've really been quite happy about the relationships I've made and that are continuing to grow, and I have to say now there are some pretty good friends that I have in school.
At home, things are alright. It really is quite nice to be getting to know a family that I never even knew I had, being that I live with my dad and his family now. I'm especially grateful to my sister and kuya that live with me, as they've made the adjustment so much easier and I find in the short time I've known them, I've grown quite close to them. And don't discount everyone else here too, I love them dearly.
My personal life is alright I suppose. I mean, it could be better, but hey, life is constantly a work in progress. You ever get that feeling like something is missing from your life, and you think you know what it is, but then at the same time you kinda have that feeling that even if you were to attain that missing piece, you'd still feel empty? Well.. something like that has come out. I think I need to get some rest cuz I'm not making any sense anymore, but expect more posts now that I'm trying to get back in the habit, hopefully of better quality. Peace out, forgive the nonsensical ranting. Peace.
posted by .: [ dizzyfreak ] :. at 18:17
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ok don't be surprised if that link above takes you to my other blog (dedicated to showcasing my new hobby). I forgot to sign out. Click this one instead.
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