Brooding.
Mood: Tempermental
Music: Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieces
For some reason it just seems to be one of those days where you're just mad at the world... Maybe its cuz I'm still an angsty chemical teenager. Maybe its whats been going on. Maybe its the fucking weather. Whatever. Ateneo beat UP. Yay! -_- Not really that big of a deal, but well, it didn't put me in a better mood. Fun watching with my little brother at Araneta though, even though I was like... the only fool on the ateneo side in maroon. Nothing quite like having a shitty weekend then having your eight year old brother tease you about your school losing a basketball game cuz he doesn't know better. You can't get mad at the little dude.
I could have sworn about a week ago things were going great; in fact, if you look at the realities, things SHOULD be great. I mean, I got approved for the Red Horse Musik Laban commercial which we're shooting tomorrow, then also a fastfood commercial, (which I think is pizza hut) I've been getting my shit together in school, I've been having fun with my family and my friends... and yet, it all just fucking sucks and I can't seem to smile about anything. Well, not exactly, but you get my drift. Since the shoot is the whole day tomorrow, I'm going to have to super cram all my plates in today, something I'm not sure I'll be able to do, but I have no choice. First Arch 1 test tuesday, but I might not be able to study cuz the workshop for the fastfood commercial might be then :s Hay, buhay.
At least last night was alright... I mean, it wasn't the best night ever or anything, but it was a kind of catharsis just to be out and about for at least one night this week, as long as I could get my mind off the annoying issues. Work sucks. Hiding Sucks. Games suck. Paranoia sucks. Thinking too much makes everything suck more. I'm getting sick of being let down. Maybe I expect too much from everyone. If you don't wanna talk, I wish you'd just tell me. Lates.
Music: Silverstein - Smashed Into Pieces
For some reason it just seems to be one of those days where you're just mad at the world... Maybe its cuz I'm still an angsty chemical teenager. Maybe its whats been going on. Maybe its the fucking weather. Whatever. Ateneo beat UP. Yay! -_- Not really that big of a deal, but well, it didn't put me in a better mood. Fun watching with my little brother at Araneta though, even though I was like... the only fool on the ateneo side in maroon. Nothing quite like having a shitty weekend then having your eight year old brother tease you about your school losing a basketball game cuz he doesn't know better. You can't get mad at the little dude.
I could have sworn about a week ago things were going great; in fact, if you look at the realities, things SHOULD be great. I mean, I got approved for the Red Horse Musik Laban commercial which we're shooting tomorrow, then also a fastfood commercial, (which I think is pizza hut) I've been getting my shit together in school, I've been having fun with my family and my friends... and yet, it all just fucking sucks and I can't seem to smile about anything. Well, not exactly, but you get my drift. Since the shoot is the whole day tomorrow, I'm going to have to super cram all my plates in today, something I'm not sure I'll be able to do, but I have no choice. First Arch 1 test tuesday, but I might not be able to study cuz the workshop for the fastfood commercial might be then :s Hay, buhay.
At least last night was alright... I mean, it wasn't the best night ever or anything, but it was a kind of catharsis just to be out and about for at least one night this week, as long as I could get my mind off the annoying issues. Work sucks. Hiding Sucks. Games suck. Paranoia sucks. Thinking too much makes everything suck more. I'm getting sick of being let down. Maybe I expect too much from everyone. If you don't wanna talk, I wish you'd just tell me. Lates.
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