Nothing Much.
Mood: La lang.
Music: Wala. (Not my computer eh)
Well. I moved out of my dad's house about two weeks ago... It's nice living with my cousin Timmy in San Juan - having a place of my own again, having a dvd player and playstation and company during the wee hours. But of course there are cons. Unless it's mealtime, there's hardly ever any food, there's no computer, the tv takes almost 45 minutes to warm up so that you can see the pictures clearly, its very hot most of the time, I don't have aircon, its hard to commute to and from and the couch is too small.
Small concessions must be made for freedom.
With the help of a friend, I paid for my first month of rent in advance on March 1st. I gave me a great sense of accomplishment. Don't ask me why cuz I just don't know. I've been sick for the past few days with the flu - just been trying to rest up. Since I've moved in with Timmy, I've seen more movies than I did in the past year, no joke. At least I got caught up in that sense. Well. There's no cable and a giant stockpile of dvds. Go figure.
I'm getting better now... Things are wrapping up for my first term of guitar at UST. My finals for Sight Singing and Music Fundamentals Class are this week... I missed both of the original exam dates because I was sick, but I'm looking forward to taking them and just getting them over with. My guitar playing suffered the first few days I moved in, but I'm starting to get back into the groove of practicing religiously again.
I haven't unpacked completely yet. Bwiset.
Life is more complicated then I'd like right now. I'm a bit more uneasy about anything and everything than I'd like to be and everything about my life is questionable, at best. I'm a little confused, I'm a little scared, I'm a little lost, I'm a little more relaxed than yesterday, but probably not as much as tomorrow, a little shocked, a little reserved, a little unsure, a little too loud, a little too bold, a little too shy, a little too forward, a little too crass, a little too boastful, a little crazy, a little happy and very angry, confused, and sad.
Sometimes I feel like the whole world is staring at me but no one see's me.
The world is my room full of people. But in my room, I feel alone.
Music: Wala. (Not my computer eh)
Well. I moved out of my dad's house about two weeks ago... It's nice living with my cousin Timmy in San Juan - having a place of my own again, having a dvd player and playstation and company during the wee hours. But of course there are cons. Unless it's mealtime, there's hardly ever any food, there's no computer, the tv takes almost 45 minutes to warm up so that you can see the pictures clearly, its very hot most of the time, I don't have aircon, its hard to commute to and from and the couch is too small.
Small concessions must be made for freedom.
With the help of a friend, I paid for my first month of rent in advance on March 1st. I gave me a great sense of accomplishment. Don't ask me why cuz I just don't know. I've been sick for the past few days with the flu - just been trying to rest up. Since I've moved in with Timmy, I've seen more movies than I did in the past year, no joke. At least I got caught up in that sense. Well. There's no cable and a giant stockpile of dvds. Go figure.
I'm getting better now... Things are wrapping up for my first term of guitar at UST. My finals for Sight Singing and Music Fundamentals Class are this week... I missed both of the original exam dates because I was sick, but I'm looking forward to taking them and just getting them over with. My guitar playing suffered the first few days I moved in, but I'm starting to get back into the groove of practicing religiously again.
I haven't unpacked completely yet. Bwiset.
Life is more complicated then I'd like right now. I'm a bit more uneasy about anything and everything than I'd like to be and everything about my life is questionable, at best. I'm a little confused, I'm a little scared, I'm a little lost, I'm a little more relaxed than yesterday, but probably not as much as tomorrow, a little shocked, a little reserved, a little unsure, a little too loud, a little too bold, a little too shy, a little too forward, a little too crass, a little too boastful, a little crazy, a little happy and very angry, confused, and sad.
Sometimes I feel like the whole world is staring at me but no one see's me.
The world is my room full of people. But in my room, I feel alone.
posted by .: [ dizzyfreak ] :. at 01:32
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