This...

Mood: No clue what this is.
Music: Slipknot - Wait and Bleed

is just my imagination. This is all in your head. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. It's all in your mind, you can make it go away. WAKE UP. Never. Never. Never again.

Appalled, Indeed.

Mood: Titanic-cal.
Music: Life In Your Way - Salty Grave

Bury me now, before I realize I'm already dead. I will never be the same, I will never go back to what I was, things will never rewind and return, and I will not cease to exist because the universe failed to equate one poor souls equation for life.

I fear all the resilience I have always been able to muster won't save me now. But is there anything to be saved from, really? Salvation is in illusion in a world of jaded souls caught in an unending travesty. Everyone suffers just as much as you.