Saturday, July 29, 2006

Fuck.

Mood: N/a
Music: Nothing, for a change.

There is nothing more frustrating at 5:24 am than realizing you toiled all night long in front of the computer screen to write a paper that is due in less than four hours, only to be staring at a practically blank screen. Even more frustrating is the fact that you know you could easily do this paper, the catch being that you have no idea what the requirements really are. Your groupmates have presented you with about 15 pages of exposition and background on the subject, as well as a unfinished powerpoint presentation that is loaded with ideological, grammatical, and academic errors, neither of which seem to have any relevance to the information necessary to write the paper which they are counting on you to deliver.

Along with all this superflous and uneccesary information, they attach a list of requirements the paper needs to fulfill, all very vague in nature, and you've just spent a good deal of the night wondering what the fuck the paper is really supposed to be about, not knowing whether the requirements you're staring at are what the professor stipulated, or what your seemingly incompetent groupmates have deemed necessary to address the assignments actual requirements. And of course, the clincher is that none of your beloved groupmates are awake at this ungodly hour to help you sort out this mess, and probably won't be awake until it's too late to actually get something done in time to save yourself from the impending doom that accompanies your failure to complete the required task.

GODDAMNIT!!!! I JUST WANT TO GET THIS SHIT OVER AND DONE WITH BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I REALLY HAVE TO WRITE!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IT ALL!!!!